Another weekend gone, and I'm less than two weeks from leaving for Nicaragua. The closer I get, the more real it actually feels, so I'm starting to get a little rush of anxiety over the whole trip. I'm nervous just about traveling out of the country, as I've only done it once before. I'm nervous about being away from my family for 11 days. And, strangely enough, I'm nervous about leaving the church for two weekends as well.
One of the continual struggles for me from a pastoral sense is to keep reminding myself that God is really the one in charge, and I'm not. To be honest, it's tempting to start thinking that because New Life is picking up momentum lately that it's somehow a result of something that I'm doing. I know, it sounds selfish and prideful. It is, actually. So I battle (and maybe others of you who are in pastoral leadership feel the same) that feeling that I'm irreplaceable at the church. I have to remind myself that everything will be just fine without me - maybe even better! So, it's an opportunity for me to trust that again, and remind myself that while God works through me, he's perfectly capable of working through the other people who make up our community to accomplish his purpose. That's how he gets the glory from us.
Speaking of glory, we ended up the three week series on the table by talking about glory. I tried my best to tackle the terribly sticky topic of alcohol and Christian liberty, and I think I got through it alright. I hope at the very least, that I opened up the windows of Scripture to inform our convictions and opinions, which was certainly my goal. I could definitely feel my nerves yesterday, as I do any time I touch on something that has controversial potential. But I felt that as the message went on I found my stride, and was able to clearly articulate the principles of Scripture in regards to liberty. First, and foremost, is that we should resolve to do nothing in our lives (at the table or anywhere else) which detracts from the glory of God in our lives. And second is that we should resolve to do nothing in our lives which would make another brother or sister in Christ stumble and fall into sin.
Next week we'll get back to redemption, this time from the New Testament at last. If you're looking to do some background reading this week, go ahead and check out Romans 1-3. The passage we'll cover in depth is Romans 3:21-26, which is stockpiled with just about every significant theological term in the Scriptures, so it should be fun to try to unpack that passage a little bit. After that, I'll be off from teaching for 5 of the next 6 Sundays. I promise, I'm going to be all kinds of ready to teach once September rolls around!
Glory to God in the highest; on earth, peace to those on whom his favor rests.
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